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Wednesday, July 16, 2014
Tuesday, July 15, 2014
I'll see y'all in two years!
So maybe I exaggerate... but not by much. It's going to be difficult for me to pay much attention to this blog for anything more than story-related announcements because for the next two years, my focus will be on school.
A few months ago, I applied for several different scholarships. Any scholarship would do but I held out hope that I would get the one I wanted, a full-time academic scholarship from Athens State University. When I applied, I felt the same way I do every time I make a story submission. I eagerly anticipated the reply but through my many years of submitting, I've learned to keep a healthy amount of skepticism inside me so I won't be too crushed when I get that rejection letter. Last Friday I received word that I'd been selected for the main scholarship I wanted! I can't remember the last time I danced in the middle of the road or I cried over the mail before then.
However, now I must anticipate the amount of hard work I'm going to have to put into this. I have to take full course loads during the spring and fall semesters, and almost as much during the summer semesters for the next two years and top that with good grades. The risk of getting overwhelmed and burned out scares me but I know I can do this. I'm lucky to have a job where my superiors understand the importance of education and a family that understands what it means when I go into a room and lock the door behind me.
And some more great news: I have signed up for a creative writing class next semester and I'm so excited to be able to take on some new writing challenges. In the meantime, I have a son going into the 3rd grade and another going into the 1st grade. I hope I'm sending them an important and lasting message as they watch me push my way through college.
I hope your summer is going great! It's hard to believe it's almost over.
Peace, love, and hard work,
Pamela
A few months ago, I applied for several different scholarships. Any scholarship would do but I held out hope that I would get the one I wanted, a full-time academic scholarship from Athens State University. When I applied, I felt the same way I do every time I make a story submission. I eagerly anticipated the reply but through my many years of submitting, I've learned to keep a healthy amount of skepticism inside me so I won't be too crushed when I get that rejection letter. Last Friday I received word that I'd been selected for the main scholarship I wanted! I can't remember the last time I danced in the middle of the road or I cried over the mail before then.
However, now I must anticipate the amount of hard work I'm going to have to put into this. I have to take full course loads during the spring and fall semesters, and almost as much during the summer semesters for the next two years and top that with good grades. The risk of getting overwhelmed and burned out scares me but I know I can do this. I'm lucky to have a job where my superiors understand the importance of education and a family that understands what it means when I go into a room and lock the door behind me.
And some more great news: I have signed up for a creative writing class next semester and I'm so excited to be able to take on some new writing challenges. In the meantime, I have a son going into the 3rd grade and another going into the 1st grade. I hope I'm sending them an important and lasting message as they watch me push my way through college.
I hope your summer is going great! It's hard to believe it's almost over.
Peace, love, and hard work,
Pamela
Friday, June 27, 2014
Barrier 3: Supersede by Pamela Caves - Excerpt
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I.
Sky Legend
It had been the longest damned day of
my entire career.
Wait... let me think on that a
moment. Thirteen years of military service under my belt; yes, still the
longest day.
But I hadn't known just how much
longer it would really be.
I’d spent two weeks planning today’s
events: the execution of the preparedness trials for General Hashan Zatokitan,
the leading military general of the United Alliance. It was an honor to host
such a guest but also a tiring burden. I was ready for a nice, hearty supper
with my husband and my wonderfully soft bed (husband optional since our bed
seemed smaller these days).
On the way to my closet, I happened
by my full-length mirror and couldn't help but take pause. I was only
thirty-three weeks pregnant but felt, and dare I say looked, as huge as a house.
It was weird, though. I thought at the beginning of this journey that I'd mind
the changes in my body but, honestly, they didn't really bother me. I felt my
sons move and grow and it filled my heart with awe and love. Austin still found
me attractive and my twins and I were healthy. Nothing else mattered.
I heard the front door to our
apartment open. I left the bedroom to find Austin hunkered over the control
panel.
"What are you doing?" I
asked. I took a few more steps forward and was surprised to see his shoulders
heaving with labored breathing. He was creating a new override code for the
front door lock. "Austin?"
A gasp escaped my throat when he
suddenly jumped up and ran toward me. He took one of my hands and lightly ran
the fingers of his other hand over my protruding belly. Sweat glistened over
his forehead and his eyes were laced with worry. "Sky, I love you."
"What is going on?"
"I want you to know that I'm
sorry. I never meant for it to happen like this."
I swallowed a ball of fear and felt
tears welling in my eyes. "You're scaring me."
"I love you and my sons more
than anything. Please know that."
I jumped when something from the
outside hit our front door so hard that a vase on a table nearby fell over. A
series of heavy knocks followed.
"Chief Legend! Come out now with
your hands up! We'll take you by force if necessary!"
I tried to ask again but the words
refused to come; the horrified expression on his face was enough to stall my
words. I breathed heavy with him and tried to keep the bile down.
"Whatever you do, please don't
believe I had anything to do with it."
"I don't understand..."
"Jackson will explain..."
The code on the door didn't hold
long. As soon as the door came open, a security detail rushed inside. I didn't
know what I expected to see given that my husband was the head of security for
Special Services Division 32, but I didn't expect a security team from General
Zatokitan's personal staff.
One of them grabbed Austin and threw
him to the floor, not an easy task given his muscular frame. When I screamed,
another one grabbed my arms and pulled me away. I struggled but the security
detail begged me to calm down for my babies’ sakes. Austin didn't seem to want
to struggle at all, as if he knew he was defeated.
"Get your hands off of her!"
Jackson Montgomery, Austin's
assistant and our long-time friend, came around the corner. At the mention of
me, Austin tried to wiggle around as they cuffed him, yelling something I
couldn't decipher.
"I don't take orders from
you," growled the officer still digging his fingers into my bicep. I
wanted to punch him, or, at the least, kick him in the balls, but I was afraid
he'd hurt me in turn.
Jackson marched up to us, anger
spreading across his face in one red swipe. He removed the officer's hand from
my arm and proceeded to stand between us. "You just made me the acting
chief of security by arresting my superior and this is my base, so yes, you
will listen to me."
They pulled Austin up from the floor
and began leading him out without so much as a word of explanation. This was
ludicrous. Maybe this was my preparedness trial. Maybe this was a fake scenario
designed to see how I would react. I grasped at this little lie and anything
else that would help me make sense of what had just happened.
"Wait!" I yelled and
started after them.
One of the general's officers stepped
between me and the door.
I whirled around to Jackson and the
officer who'd left his finger imprints in my arm. "What the hell is going
on!?"
The officer barely glanced at me.
Instead, he smirked at Jackson. "I'll let you have the pleasure of telling
her about her traitor husband."
"Wh… what?" I stammered.
He finally addressed me. "In the
meantime, you are to clear out of your apartment right now. We're commencing a
search."
"On whose authority?"
"General Hashan Zatokitan."
Jackson put his arm around my
shoulders. "Sorry, Sky, but we need to go."
"Are you fucking kidding
me?" I wasn't one to curse, but there it was. That's how ridiculous this
entire scenario was. "Where am I supposed to go?"
"It will only be a few hours.
We'll figure it out, okay? Please, just come with me and I'll explain."
I stood there a moment longer. Maybe
to glare down the offending man? I didn't know. He'd already busied himself
with something else, my shattered world apparently of no interest to him.
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